A dream, A fantasy. It never happened.

It’s been quite a while since I’ve blogged in. Life has been hectically busy. Plus devastation strucked me . Many trials came in my way without any reasons or fault. Logically.

Was it God, who created the heavens and the earth that sent this storm that eventually distracted me , my life, my soul, my spirit, my everything that was suppose to be in condition that I planned it all to be better than ever?This question had been playing in my head for the past seven months.

A question that no one can answer.

When that storm came into my life. I thought, well, all is gonna be well.

This World. WICKEDNESS.

Today was the day when it happened a year ago, when I let that disaster struck my life easily without even thinking that the storms of life is gonna come through. Gave my heart, trusted to be taken care of, But when I got it back, It was all ruined. The heart was torn into many pieces. Who’s the bad person now? So as life goes on, yeah. It is definitely moving on now. Being optimistic always and forever. Whatever happened in the past was a dream.a fantasy.it was a world full of wickedness, thinking that things would work out pretty well but I was wrong.

What was I thinking anyway.

This was all a dream. Nothing happened.Even if it does , only a few specification can be specified out to be classified into what it means.

A dream , A fantasy it was, that taught me quite a lesson.Woke up the next day finding myself around that corner, all by myself when that storms of life left me. I felt eluded. Alone. Frustated. Confused.Felt as if someone very important in my life had left me alone. The Person that I love . But then, as life goes on, I thought to myself that LIFE. It was just a test that can lead you into many circumstances and bring you into turmoils and cause trials and tribulations.

Knowing that I can’t yearn the things I long and desire for.

What taughtful lesson it had been to me. What silly mistakes I’ve made.

Again, Questions that has not been answered. Awaiting to be answered. Memories that had been cherished the previous year had been an uncherished moment for me. Every single memory.

I’m glad i’ve erased all of it from my mind. But it’s Just that question. That question. Yes. It is. That’s been bugging me.

One word, Destiny awaits me J Sending my love to the dance floor

* Grins*